Sunday, April 24, 2011

Curry & Chutney At Our Local Univeristy

Well this story is a continuation from my Blog Entry, why I failed & unfair treatment?". The truth is I don't like to be racist to anyone but when the same things happens again and again, caused by the same race, I started to think that there are something wrong with these "Curry & Chutney" people.

Last night I just found out from one of my friend why she couldn't finish her final semester research paper for her Masters Degree at a very respectable the best university in Malaysia. She had to do a final research paper on a topic that was suggested (more like shoved down her throat) by her Supervisor (a Curry/Chutney Species) who is imported from over the sea. And this topic is so new that the University has very limited knowledge about it and has no facilities to support such a project.

It is like asking some student to do a paper on Nuclear Physics or some sort when they know that they have no lab or any expertise to make sure the project can be completed. Unless you have the intention of helping and expanding and giving her the fund and means to complete such a research overseas or upgrade the facilities in your stupid university. That is another story!

In other means my friend will have to get some funding so that she can go to some advance lab in the UK or the US or a freakin' Timbuktu for that matter in order to complete this research paper. Since this topic has no chance in Hell to be completed at this national university, given the circumstances that against her, she approached her "Curry/Chutney" Supervisor requesting another topic that within the means of the university.

And this Curry/Chutney Supervisor simply answered NO to her. He said she can either complete this research paper or quit without getting her masters. After going up and down the departments in the university asking everybody to help her to change the topic of her research, nobody in that whole university has the power to do such help for her. Or either they just don't give a shit about her or because of she has no significant value to the reputation of the university what so ever. She is actually that disposable to them.

Not unless she comes from a certain rich family with some title or relation to some ministers. That would bring fair treatment and justice to her unfortunate situation. Instantly! I know that it is an unspoken culture in Malaysia that when you are coming from some super rich family or some Tan Sri or Dato title parents, then only you can make sure things will be done accordingly or get a fair treatment. But if your parents are nobody and poor on top of that, these people have no remorse to screw up your life. Why? Because their lack of responsibility to the people will not come back around later on and bite their asses for punishment.

Why in the first place forcing that poor girl to do such a paper when they know in the first place that they are not capable of doing it. Why destroying somebody's life so that you (The supervisor & the university) look good and maybe put them in a reputable ranking among the universities in the world for the expense of this hard working smart girl.

So people like us are more likely to get screwed up by the Curry/Chutney Supervisor who are so eager to show their power to the University of how smart they are and how incompetent the students are. And these Curry/Chutney people are well known for their tongue twisting ability and they are likely to abuse their power when they hold certain positions. This is not the first case I have heard.

Why bother to import these Curry/Chutney Supervisors/Lecturers from another country when they can't even understand where we are coming from and then failed to assist our students to go to the next level.

Is this what we call Malaysia Boleh?

I am planning to move abroad !

Derrick

Blessing Sunday

Hello readers
Happy Sunday, Happy Easter
My day has been okay.
Busy with training but a bit boring
I try to love my new job but unfortunately it is not my passion
I dont take things for granted
I still do my level best & be on time
Lately, I just wanna be alone.
Do lots of reading..Everyone knows I love book
I am planning a short trip for myself..really need this
Friend suggests Australia.. :P
No thats far..its expensive
I rather travel within Malaysia 1st..cheaper
Sadly to say, I will miss MLTR concert in KL. Arrgghhh I so love them!
For today not much planning...
Just had a cup of coffee
Do some research for training tomorrow
Get my clothes iron
Go for haircut later
Lady Gaga's song "Speechless" sounds great to me
I wish I could turn back time.
Amex keeps sending me letter. I might respond this time or I might not !
What will you do if you missing someone?
I will look at the pictures I have & send card...
Is hard for me to love someone but when I love...I really love you from bottom from my heart
Shall go now.
Month of May arrives soon.
Take care all

Cheers,
Derrick
("Effort & courage are not enough without purpose & direction- John. F Kennedy")

Sunday, April 17, 2011

17th April 2011 Sunday

It's remind me the 1st time I ever met you.
After discussion, we shall follow the flow.
Emmm I have missed you.
Looking forward for Tuesday interview !
Great offer from this bank. I should try :)
What's the solid reason I should give to the company I have attached?
I need to be honest through.
It is not the career I'm looking for plus "jumping" for new project tomorrow.
I hate technical,troubleshooting bla bla bla
Training materials confused me.
However, I love the journey!
The morning journey(travel) where I need to pass through KLCC Twin Tower to go to office
Met few friends there..Prakash & Ashikin
I bought a new pair of shoes last Thursday..
Got a book
fews working shirts...
An apple for breakfast..
was in PC fair yesterday with Huzaimah
Finally she got her laptop...I need to consider to get mine as I am quite broke :(
Food is more important now as I can still use my old lappy...almost die!
So I need to go out today...do some printing
Then perhaps shoot to Job fair..see whats happening out there
It's sunny Sunday...pls dont rain!
Okay stop here.
Choresssssss !

Cheers mate

Derrick.
p/s- Nobody baby but you & me


Monday, March 28, 2011

Last Monday in March & April arrives soon

Everybody says the weather is extremely hot nowadays
they even said the clouds & skies were so beautiful in shape yesterday
(friends update in Facebook)
Yes, it was truly amazing. I was out yesterday.
I spent a day out.
Sorry to make you worried darling. Remember I love you.
Woke up at 9am but fall asleep again for an hour :)
I was smiling when the first things I saw once I opened my eyes was the picture of us on my phone wallpaper.
It is the River Cruise's photo. Can imagine you near to me & smile in your eyes.
See, I cant stop talking about you because you are truly fantastic.
It is easy to stop me talking about you..Just kiss me :)
Kissing in the park...ohhhh
Even,I can still feel the first kiss we ever had.
( my darling sms came through ) stop for few seconds
Had a glass of milk for breakfast.
Went down to condo cafe for lunch,
not a good lunch but badly need white rice as too much noodles recently
Need to balance it.
At least the iced tea chill me out :)
I was lead hands of the blind man to get down to the staircase yesterday.
I always have thoughts to them
For me,they are very special person.
I'm in the midst searching beautiful & cozy resorts & beaches.
I'm really excited for this.
For both of us.
As for today..am planning to go to bookstore Kinokuniya in KLCC
perhaps getting a new book
want to go for a walk in the park
Have watched " Eat Love Pray " Julia Roberts.
It's super duper excellent.
Sadly to say I'm still jobless & resting. I dont want to talk about this ! Extremely sick
More worst I get to know lots of them are resigning & leaving soon.
They are talented person & hardworking.
What happened to you management !!!! I'm sad
The person-in-charge should be fired or pls,pls,pls implement new strategies.
It is easy. Leader without title !
To improve an organization, you have to improve the individuals in that organization.
Argghh let's it be.
Derrick pls make come back !
You will get better career.
You know you can do it
Be strong & brave.
Thumbs UP !!
First things first, I need your love & care
Okay, we speak again.

Regards,
Derrick
p/s- Everybody wants to be somebody, nobody cares how much you know until they know how much you care. I love you, friends & family.


Friday, March 25, 2011

Eat..Pray..Love





Ola
Had lovely breakfast today at 2pm :P
So "English" sausages,eggs,milk,a loaf of breads....yummy!
I'm back to KL after spending 5days in hometown Malacca.
Somehow, I felt happy & relax...
The best parts...had communication with dad after so long.
We rarely talk but we care each other in silence.
So,I'm happy for this.
The headline suits me well. Eat..Pray..Love
I have no job at this moment,am looking for one!
Despite of challenges, I found love.
I have "you" to love me.
I have family to love me.
I have friends to love me.
I have GOD to protect me.
Thanks to brother for bringing me tv & cd player.
Thanks to sister-in-law for delicious foods.
Thank you "LIFE"
I bought a backpack to replace the old one
I bought an umbrella to carry along..its rain mostly so protect me !
Rain as been falling off & on all day
Need to be healthy.
Will attend Job fair again tomorrow & perhaps walk-in interview for the part time job.
Time is running & my budget is running low as well.
So scary but I am still okay.
Plan..follow the plan & smile ;)
Oh yes,finally got to meet my younger brother.
He is growing up & getting taller & so skinny
How can I say I am not old?
Talking about goals..I think..
I need to hold back some goals where i thought to achieve by this year..impossible!
To persuade my Master studies
to get an apartment
to enroll in some courses
arrgghhhh...i need to extend it -sigh-
I have special focus now.
I am happy for this.
My relationship.
Seriously,honestly..I can feel it. So special. Thank you darling
I went for dinner outside.. hamburger & a cup of tea & some chips
Always stopped at this young boy stall who sells "Dim Sum"
We chat always.
He has good attitude or I would say I like his attitude on doing business.
He has not completed his studies but he has brain & good heart.
Sometimes he shares his problem.
I got few movies cd just now..So expensive !
So wanted to watch Eat,Pray,Love directed by Ryan Murphy, starring by Julia Roberts.
I have glimpsed its book but excitedly to watch after blogging.
Got other cd plays by Nicole Kidman.."Rabbit Hole"
So,I will tell you how the stories go...
We start from the beginning
as if I'm a teenager
as if I've never worked out
because that's how I look
I'm slow, fat, frail as a kitten... -yawn-
Speak again readers :)


Cheers,
Derrick
p/s- Read about "Doctor Who" in google


Monday, March 21, 2011

Necessary preparation

157 pages to go to complete another book
Not many "young boy" likes reading :)
Need a decent sleep tonight
was sleeping at 5am continuosly passed 2days.
Had great Monday.
Great foods.
Spending time in Malacca.
Was driving today to town.
Sent her (sister-in-law) to work. Thanks for delicious meals.
Just love driving with music on. Just imagine you are with me.
Thinking of you.
Did I tell you I'm in love with someone?
I'm very sure it will bring more happiness to me & you..indeed yes !
Need lots of focus. Most probably, I will be here in Malacca till Wednesday.
At least I have them (my family) besides me & TV !
If I got no interview or answer by end of this week, I shall get part-time job.
So I just follow the plan & just smile.
I need to play on my strengths
Keep learning & keep growing !
Thought of moving back to Melaka. It takes time
Give away that which you most wish to receive.
If you want more support,give more support.
If you want more appreciation,give away more appreaciation.
If you want more respect,you need to be giving respect first
And then it will all come back to you in a river.
I need you in my life. You know who you are. I mean what I have said. I do love you.
Not to forget..actually I have deleted it !
The bad accusation I have receieved in the past.
"She" got immediate termination from company due to her carelessness!
Pls believe in "karma" what goes around comes around.
I have no bad intention. I must understand you're still young & strongly hope you have learnt a lesson. Well, I am okay after all...
I am still standing on the ground eventhough nightmare for me!
Ehmmm miss my Godmum !!!!! so much
Plan well,more passion & do it Derrick !
What exactly do you mean by "all we want we already have"?
I have an answer for this...
I have to admit that I want a nice place to stay,
better things,
further my studies in Master,
better health,
give happiness to family & close friends
and
need someone to be with me.
There's nothing wrong with having nice things & wishes.
I need to stop here & will come back.
Hopefully wake up in the morning with good thoughts.
Lovely dreams.
Thanks for reading :)

Regards,
Derrick
p/s- Keep on smashing !


truly love you

Darling, i love you completely !
Kisses & hugs. I am happy to be with you :)

Sincerely,
Derrick
p/s- We are so good to be together